One Quick Thing

Sabrina,

I wanted to drop you a line really quick and make sure everything is ok so there’s no misunderstanding. I want you to understand that I greatly respect you (I’ve told you before, and it’s still true) so there is no room for me to start rumors or talk badly of you. Every day I feel I am making discoveries, learning, finding new ways to be a good person. I desperately want to lead a good life, and I don’t believe that’s consistent with spreading rumors.

So I don’t.

I will apologize, however, for whatever it was that you heard. I heard many things too…from other people saying things about our “situation” but I know they were not true. I know because I was there and you should know because you were there. No one else truly knows, but some think they do.

Yes, I was upset when you left, but that was mostly due to my behavior and all the questions I had running around in my head…all the confusion. You know. I had frustration within myself, but not toward you. I talked with my friends a few times about what I should do, why I was confused, etc. But that’s the extent.

I have great memories of you and will forever cherish them as many of my happiest while I was in England. I will never forget. I know when I am 60 years old, I will think about “our situation” and smile from ear to ear. In pure happiness.

Many apologies for any confusion.

Yours,

Ryan